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Wednesday, 24 June 2009

  • hi

    i totally forgot about this site. like for reals. so now that i've remembered it, i'd like to let you know that i am alive and well (so no, you can't have my screen name). i was gonna leave a little something to tide you over til i have some more time to write something, but my computer is being too slow. so... ttfn.

Thursday, 13 November 2008

  • i am free

     

    Note: i wrote this for my Grandpa. he passed 11 and a half years ago,
    but i have never really been able to write about it 'til this year.

    it's actually a song, but i don't have an audio for it yet. so just enjoy the lyrics.
    this was written in August, but i was waiting for the right time to share it.
    i feel like now is the time since many around me are grieving the loss of loved ones.

    i will be praying for peace and comfort for you all.

     

     

     

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    i am free

    dry your eyes

    and look to the sky

    here i am

    shining brighter than the sun

    there is no pain

    all my fears are gone

    no more doubts and worries to weigh me down

     

    i am free

    this is all i’ve ever wanted

    to walk beside my Savior

    in my Father’s house

    i can see

    the plan from the beginning

    the ending may seem short

    but it’s so right

    look into the sky

    and think of me

    and how i’m free

     

    i cherish the time

    i spent with you

    the way you made me smile

    and i’ll never forget the way you laughed

    but for us all there comes a time

    when our goal is satisfied

    and then it’s our time to fly

     

    i am free

    dancing in the fields of youth

    singing praises to my Lord

    i would never have imagined

    the way this day would feel

     

    i am free

    this is all i’ve ever wanted

    to walk beside my Savior

    in my Father’s house

    i can see

    the plan from the beginning

    the ending may seem short

    but it’s so right

    look into the sky

    and think of me

    and how i’m free

     

    i know your heart feels empty with me gone

    but God gives you the strength to carry on

    and i will always be where you are

    cuz i am free

     

    i’m singing

    “Holy, holy, holy”

    “Holy, holy, holy”

    “is the LORD God Almighty

    Who was and is and is to come”

     

     

     

     

Thursday, 06 November 2008

  • CHANGE

    NOTE: this was not written by me. it is an excerpt from an email written by Mark Platt, the intrim pastor at my church, NorthWest in Fresno, CA.

    Many years ago, when I was working at the Del Monte Cannery in Kingsburg, a friend and I got moved to the second shift.  It was an abrupt change from third shift where we slept days and worked nights.  My friend said something I have never forgot:  "Just when I was getting used to yesterday, along came today."

     

    Isn’t that how life is?  Just when we get accustomed to the way things are, change hits us in the face.  Just when we get comfortable, change upsets everything.  And one thing is certain about this life – things are always changing.

     

    These days, the change has come as the economy changed in just a matter of weeks.  Lots of people have lost their jobs.  Some businesses have closed.  Some folks have been caught up in an "upside down" sub-prime mortgage loan and forced to lose their house.  Many people are down-sizing or even postponing their retirements. As I write this, I don’t know how Proposition 8 turned out.  But this election has already made history with the first African-American president.  Major changes are coming.

     

    Change is constant.  Change is difficult.  But change can be handled. How do Christians deal with major changes? 

     

    This past week, I led our deacons and staff in a devotional study of 2 Chronicles 20.  It is the amazing story that you have to read on your own.  It will encourage you as you deal with change in your life.  But here are five lessons we can learn from Jehoshaphat and Judah ’s bout with change:

    1. Seek the Lord – verses 1-4.  Ask God for His wisdom and guidance in whatever you are facing.

    2. Proclaim God’s Power – verses 5-7.  Remind yourself and others of God’s power and strength to act.  He is God!

    3. Accept God’s decision regardless – verses 8-12.  Like Judah , we need to say: “If calamity comes upon us, whether the sword of judgment, or plague or famine, we will stand in your presence”

    4. Depend on the Lord – verses 13-17.  Expect God to answer and act.  Remember what God said:  “Do not be afraid or discouraged…”   Remember that you don’t need to worry because “the battle is the Lord’s” Everything that happens is in the permissive will of God.  We can trust Him for everything!

    5, Praise the Lord – verses 18-28.  Be thankful in all situations (1 Thess. 5:18).  Your optimistic faith and praise to God brings joy and the blessing of God

     

    By the way, regardless of what happens, here are a few things that will never change:

    1. God is still be in control.

    2. God still answers prayer.

    3. God’s Spirit still speaks to hearts.

    4. God's Word is still true.

    5. God still uses people to change the world.

    6. God still performs miracles.

    7. God still punishes sin and wickedness.

    8. God still promises to give us eternal life and heaven someday.

    9. God still forgives sin.

    10. God still saves anybody who comes to Him by faith.

     

    Remember these verses:

    Hebrews 6:19: “We have this hope as an anchor for the soul, firm and secure.”

    Hebrews 13:8: “Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.”

    Matthew 24:35 “Heaven and earth will pass away, but My words will never pass away.”

     

    Like I do most every day, I was reading Psalms this week. One verse made me think how we need to handle change that we don’t like.  When things were changing, the writer of Psalm 11 (verse 3) asked this question: “When the foundations are being destroyed, what can the righteous do?"  My answer is that God’s people keep on being righteous.  God’s people keep on being faithful.  We need to keep on telling others about the Lord.  We need to keep on doing our ministries.  We need to keep on expunging sin from our lives.  We need to keep on being “salt” and “light.”

     

     

Monday, 03 November 2008

Wednesday, 08 October 2008

awaiting_the_dawn

  • Visit awaiting_the_dawn's Xanga Site
    • Name: jennifer
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 1/24/2008

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  • maybe i’m just feeling bored or uninspired or neglected... but i have to wonder: where are the old inhibitions?

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  • forgottenphoenix
    @awaiting_the_dawn - Hello! I lived in Sanger with my family for like 9 months. This is my first month here in LA area. I worked down on Fresno St. in Fresno for a few months before I left. I come from rural(ish) area, so I like the big cities. LA is alright hehe. I like to explore. I couldn'
  • awaiting_the_dawn
    @forgottenphoenix - hey. thanks for stopping by my site! yeah Fresno has always been my home. some say it is becoming Little LA... if that happens, i'll have to move. i'm not really a "big city" kind of girl. actually, i prefer the subtle ambiance of Clovis, which since you've been here, you probab
  • forgottenphoenix
    I noticed you're from Fresno Anyhow, just visiting...ohh i was reading the xangateam stuff and saw your postcard i think. i'm like wow, i've been there. i lived there for like 9 months before i came down to LA recently.

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